Monday, October 19, 2015

Day: 151019

           We treasure friends because they are treasure. We are with them because we fit with them and they fit with us. We like them because they like us. They accept us who we are and you accept them for who they are.
           Having 2 unusual friends is kinda creepy, other people cant understand them (US) but we do understand each other. At first we are really adjusting so hard on each other. Honestly, until now, we are still adjusting to each other and try to know each others attitude, strength, weaknesses and everything. We are not that best of friends, we are not the typical just random friends or just acquaintance friends. We are together because.. because.. We meet each other/classmates in 1 subject? Maybe, that's one of the reason, but we feel comfortable when were together.. Comfortable? I don't really know, there are still the feeling of uneasiness (w/c I can tell even now). But there are somethings or part that we understand each other and we are still on that process. Oh MY! I Don't even understand why I'm writing this. I just feel it! haha! Anyhow, I just wanted to share the happenings that happened during this day, well, earlier to be specific.
           We are having or processing our enrollment for 2nd year, 2nd semester and we finished the day with unfinished enrollment. well, were still on the process. I/we-- the three of us, decided to eat at one of the fast food chains. Normal things happen, eating and chatting, but One thing that make me enjoy there company is that we share something or talk something that other or normal teenagers least talk. The topic that we are interested is that other teenagers don't usually talk. We are talking about ourselves but not all about our love life, random problems, etc. I dont really know that I felt that time that we enjoyed our company in that minutes that have been passed. Even we are opposites, well not totally opposite but you can still determine that we are different well every body does ~~, Is just that.. that.. I found that those moments are happy, I like it! the topic that we share! My older sister sometimes talk to me about what kind of friends do I have and how creepy they are, well, they are not that creepy, its just that.. well maybe because im creepy too but no! I dont know really >.< 

Tuesday, October 13, 2015

I've Been Wondering











I've been wondering if he thinks the way I thinks of him.
I've been wondering if he notice me like how I noticed him.
I've been wondering if he looks at me the way I looked at him.
I've been wondering if he feel the way I feel about him.

I've been wondering if he'll be startle the way I startled in front of him.
I've been wondering if he would let me do the same, the way he let her do the same in him.
I've been wondering if he happens to know something, the way how I know something about him.
I've Been Wondering If He Wonder The Way How I Wondered About Him. 

-heecuupx95-

Something Nothing


                    Sometimes, in life we choose to choose what we know what is the best and what is right. We choose to pick the one we thought it is right and what we know that we will be happy if we pick that one, but we didn't know that the one that we pick is just a vision of things what we want but not the one that we'll make us happy and best.

                   In life, there are any obstacles that we thought it's so damn difficult and difficult to handle, Sometimes, we choose not to give attention and sometimes we give so much attention that'll makes us go crazy. But we should remember that that is our option. Even though that it is us who chooses an option, we should still remember that we don't hold the situation when we pick it.